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Did I already say how wonderful it is to talk with you? Yes? Well, I do it again.

She probably feels guilty about it, but can tell herself it's only a small request.
Yes, she definitely can!

Then he refuses and she gets mad--and also jealous,
She is furios! Look how she walk to Page’s room! Jealous? Oh yes! She knows very well Philip never wanted to sleep with Kimmie. She said it to hurt him!
Look at her expression sitting in bed: she seemed distressed, maybe even a little sorry for what she told him. But more likely because she had to think about a B-plan.

Philip is, after all, the only person she can ever really be mad at, especially now.
I think she misses terribly sharing the weight of work with him. Now she is very lonely!

She's always told herself she's ready to die--wants to die heroically. But here she is all alone and she really does want someone to love her
Here you break my heart!

Whenever she's on death's door she tends to think everybody will be better off without her.
It’s a good call back to S1 e S4.

So when he calls she really doesn't want him to think she's ordering him to come I’m with you, She's still got her pride I have no doubt about this!

But then he just shows up for her anyway, just like he did in S1 after she threw him out of the house. He's the same guy, he hasn't changed
And here’s the her look I talked about!

And maybe when she says she didn't think he'd come she doesn't just mean she thought she wasn't worth it to him Ok….
but maybe she's wondering if she's not...? What??
I'm very sorry and I'm also ashamed, but here I don't get you